BrandomBoy

So yeah, it’s finally the weekend and I’m really glad. Yesterday was fun, played handball and baseball then checked out Franco’s new house while my mom went to the PTC’s. It’s only 10 am now, so I’m reliving my childhood by watching Tom And Jerry on youtube.

It’s sunday. I’m bored. I still have to do my Trig / English homework. Not to mention study for my Global test. My best hopes are that I can finish all of it by 4 or something so I can go to Best Buy and get some headphones.

I miss summer’09. So much. Looking back at it now it seemed like an eon ago yet at the same time I can remember it as if it were yesterday.

So it’s finally the weekend. I woke up today the shittiest day, remembering I had a Debate tournament. I overslept 2 hours and wasn’t able to make it FML. I spent the vast majority of my Saturday catching up on my Heroes. I still have to make my mom a birthday card and study for my Global Test. Stupid O’Rourke.

Not that anyone cares. I mean, who the hell reads this thing anyways? Since the last text post, I’ve started Sophomore year at high school. It’s going pretty well I guess, but sometimes I feel so mad at times for some reason. It’s like. What do I have to be proud of? My decent grades? No. I feel like a such a loser, just wandering life with no particular destination, looking in on other people’s lives when I just can’t seem to get on with my own. I haven’t find that passion yet that just keeps me going. People keep telling me “What are you talking about? You’re mad smart! Life is gonna be cake for you.” If only they knew. Smart? Fuck no. I kill myself everyday studying and barely get B’s. Life is gonna be cake? HAH! Life is sucking so hard right now. Wake up, stress, go to school, stress, come home, do homework, stress, eat, shower, shit and sleep. That’s seriously my life right now. I wanna break this hellish routine; it makes me feel so trapped and dead. Like whatever I do, my fucked up life catches up to me.

grr i jammed my finger playing basketball today. its so swollen to the point where its twice as wide as my other finger and i can’t move it at all. but despite the bad news, today was relatively fun; i spent the day at hoffman playing handball, basketball and baseball. tomorrow im gonna swim, so nothing special to look foward to there. saturday is gonna be crappy; im planning on cancelling the movies with steven to watch bruno because im too lazy to invite people AND i cant really afford it. i spent 32 bucks yesterday on TOP of the 10 i spent on the capo. thats a total of 42 dollars i spent this week. geez, i only have a little over 400 from chinese new years left -.- but oh well, i get another 50 next month, i guess i have THAT to look forward too.

im bored. today was pretty fun though. i went to flushing with steven and bought a gundam and spent the whole day building it lol. it was fun reliving a small part of my childhood, i guess. tomorrow is gonna be cool too, im playing handball tomorrow at hoffman with steven and franco. my sleeping habits have been out of wack lately, so i have to stop sleeping beyond 1, starting with today. im passing the time by watching That 70’s Show on youtube. gawd, what a great show LOL. i cant wait for sunday or monday, when my awesome cousins get here. THAT is when i will truly feel “summer”.

guess what guys, its independence day. the day we celebrate the illusion of freedom, yipee ki yay. today was boring to say the least. i was supposed to play handball with steven at the afternoon but it turns out that i had to get a really stupid haircut. well meh i guess it isnt that bad, but its really different. i guess handball will have to wait for tomorrow, along with inviting steven over and jamming out.